Sunday, August 12, 2012

Memories by Deanna Lynn Sletten: Character Interview & Excerpt

Michael DeCara came home from the Vietnam War a wounded man, both physically and emotionally.  He tried putting his life back together, but found civilian life difficult after all he’d experienced in Nam. Raising his young daughter, Vanessa, by himself after his wife left, he found it difficult to commit to one job or one woman for any length of time. Then he met a young woman who made him feel good about himself again and who fell in love with Vanessa as well. But a life-changing event occurred and he had to choose between his past and the present. He chose to leave without a word to the young woman, believing he was doing what was best for her. Now, years later, she has walked back into his life and he believes they may have a second chance at love–except she hates him and he doesn’t understand why.
Danielle Westerly fell in love when she was only eighteen and her heart was broken when he left her without a word. Her heartache was increased when she made a fateful decision that would alter her future, and she blamed him for her loss. Years later, she is single and has built up a successful career when she accidently runs into the man who was responsible for her past pain. Yet, their chemistry is undeniable. Can Dani give up her anger and let go of the pain of the past and fall in love again with the man she has hated all these years?
Dani and Michael share a journey of heartache, loss and painful memories that threaten to keep them apart. Can they break past these and finally find love again?

       Miguel sat at the bar of a small, crowded saloon in Saigon. He was on a three-day pass and spent it trying to forget why he was in this country to begin with.
He ordered another drink and turned a quick glance at his friend Billy, who was sitting at a table near the door with a young Vietnamese girl. Billy was an oversized, clumsy farm boy from the Midwest who thought himself a charmer with the ladies. But he was also tough, honest and brave, good qualities a man needed in this place and a friend needed in a buddy. Miguel and he had stuck close since being sent to the same unit in Nam.
Smiling and shaking his head at his friend, Miguel turned back to his fresh drink and took a swig. Something brushed against his leg and he looked down from the tall barstool to see a small beggar boy, one arm missing, his face grotesquely disfigured, carrying a small bag looking up at him. Miguel just turned away from the boy and he continued on his way looking for handouts. Young children, deformed and missing limbs, were all over Saigon; one of the cruelties of this damn war. Miguel, like everyone else who had been there too long, had learned to look through them and past them since he was unable to help them all.
Once again Miguel glanced at his friend, now leaning forward head-to-head with the girl. He noticed the beggar boy stopping only a second at Billy's table, then being brushed away by Billy, the boy headed out the door into the daylight. Through the light from the door opening, Miguel noticed that the bag the boy had been carrying lay under Billy's table and it took him only a second to realize what was in it.
"Billy, bomb!" Miguel yelled as he jumped over the bar for protection in one smooth motion. Other military men in the bar took cover under tables and behind the bar. So engrossed in his new lady friend, Billy only looked up, confused by all the commotion before the realization of what was happening crossed his face. He pushed the girl away from the table, but before he could move an inch, the plastic, homemade bomb below him exploded. Miguel screamed his name as he watched his friend tear into pieces before his eyes.
 "Billy, no!"
 Dani shot up in bed at the sound of a man screaming. Not even awake yet, she instinctively jumped out of bed and ran through the darkened apartment to the open sofa bed where Miguel was sleeping.
 "Billy!" he screamed again, loud and anguished, and in the moonlight through the patio doors Dani could see the horror in Miguel's face.
 Quickly she crawled into bed and held him tight, softly cooing, "Miguel, it's okay. You're home. You're safe. I'm here Miguel, I'm here." Over and over she said this until he finally stopped struggling and grew quiet in her arms.
 Dani cradled his head on her chest, rocking him back and forth like a frightened child. Still assuring him he was okay, she was there for him. She ran her fingers through his damp hair, brushing it away from his face, rocking him gently, assuring him he was home and safe. And even as he came to his senses, Michael continued to let her hold him. She was the only woman who could soothe his pain of remembering. It felt warm and comforting to be in her arms, so easy to allow her to soothe and comfort him.
 After a time, still holding him, Dani softly asked Miguel, "It was the bar dream again, wasn't it?" She knew all his bad dreams, the jungle dream, the bar dream, the body bag one, each in detail from when he had told her about them years ago. She was the only one he'd ever told them to, because she had been the only one who had ever cared to listen.
 Miguel nodded his head in her arms. "I should have done something," he said hoarsely. "I should have saved Billy."
 "You did the best you could," Dani said softly. "No one could control who lived and who died. You have nothing to blame yourself for."
 Dani sat quietly for a while longer, still holding Miguel close. She thought of his pain, of her pain and of the pain they had caused each other. "We make a great pair, you and I," she whispered, shaking her head. And then, slowly, she lay down under the covers beside him, all the time holding him close, both finally falling asleep from exhaustion. And for the first time in years, Michael slept soundly and dreamlessly, feeling safe in Dani's arms.
Sunlight streamed through the patio doors across the sleeping bodies of Michael and Dani. He stirred slowly and carefully sat up, not wanting to disturb her sleep, and was surprised to see the clock on the opposite wall read 11:00 A.M. He hadn't slept this late on a Saturday morning in a very long time, and a smile played across his lips when he remembered the last time he had slept this late. And he had woken up with the same sweet woman beside him then, only a younger version. It was like they'd never parted.
 As Michael studied Dani's sleeping face, he liked what he saw. In sleep she had the softness he remembered, not the look of bitterness she had shown him last night. He thought of last night and how she'd stroked his hair and soothed away his nightmare so tenderly. She was still the same sweet person he had known so many years ago, no matter how hard she'd tried to convince him otherwise. And she must still have some feelings for him other than hatred.
 "Good morning," Dani interrupted his thoughts and looked up at him through sleepy eyes. "What are you staring at?"
 "The past, the present, all rolled into one," he told her, smiling..

Interview with Michael DeCara, Male Protagonist in MEMORIES

As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?

A professional football player – a quarterback to be exact. I played football from the time I was in fourth grade all the way through high school. Unfortunately, I didn’t play well enough to play college football. Then, after I came home from Nam, my injured leg took away any possibility of playing football, even for fun. But I still love the sport!

What group did you hang out with in high school?

That's easy – the jocks. I played football and basketball in high school so all my friends were my teammates.

Tell us about your family.

My family is very driven, very work orientated. My grandfather came over from Portugal and started our family business, Regal Coats, and my father continued the family business, tripling it in size. As the only child, I was supposed to take over next, but I went my own way for college and then signed up for Vietnam. My father was against my going to Vietnam, so that enticed me to do it all the more.

When I was young, I didn't appreciate the legacy of the family business as I do now. My mother was a strong woman who could be tough when necessary. She only wanted the best for me. I now appreciate all that my parents did for me, but it took years for me to admit that.

Who is your favorite author?

Hemingway. His descriptions of life at its most challenging and of war are so accurate and heartbreaking at the same time. As a war veteran, I can relate to his stories. Also, I am of the generation where men were supposed to be strong and silent no matter what, and Hemingway was definitely the definition of what a man was in his day.

What was the scariest moment of your life?

There have been several but I have to say that the scariest was when I heard that my daughter, Vanessa, had been in a car accident and was in the hospital, hanging on to life. Not knowing if your own daughter is going to live or die is heart wrenching.

What are you passionate about these days?

My second chance with Dani and taking care of my beautiful granddaughter, Michelle. I don't know what life will bring us but I am going to enjoy every moment of it.

If you could apologize to someone in your past, who would it be?

I would apologize to all the women I led on during those dark years of my life. I didn't know how to find happiness after Vietnam and my divorce, so I tried finding it in the company of women. I never meant to use any of them, but I'm sure that is how they all felt and I'm truly sorry for my behavior during that time.

What is something people would be surprised to know about you?

That I don't have any resentment or anger for serving my tour in Vietnam or for being wounded for my country. People always ask me if I'm angry for fighting a war that didn't mean anything. I say no. The war meant something to those of us who fought in it and I am proud of my service.

Deanna Lynn Sletten is a novelist who writes women's fiction and has also written one middle-grade fiction action/adventure novel. Her novels include Memories, Widow, Virgin, Whore and Outlaw Heroes. She started her writing career as a freelance writer for parenting publications in the early 1990s and transitioned to writing for blogs and websites until she made the jump to novelist.  Deanna is currently working on her next novel which will be released in December 2012. Deanna is married and has two grown children. When not writing, Deanna enjoys walking the trails around her northern Minnesota home with her beautiful Australian Shepherd.
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Deanna Lynn Sletten said...


Thank you so much for being a host on my blog tour for Memories. The post looks great! It was so much fun writing a character interview for your blog. Thanks again!

Sandy Nachlinger said...

I read this book and really enjoyed it. Thanks for the interview today with Michael/Miguel as well as the excerpt. I loved the characters and remember that scene well.